Dereck, you may not like your current 'size' but at least you're proportional. With all the knowledge, you'll be back where you want to be in no time after that surgery, etc. And besides, yer way bigger than my lazy a$$!

Me:
Neck: 17 (weird)
Chest: 41
Waist: 34
Thigh (largest part): 20
Calves: 13
Biceps: 12.5 (hahaha...)
Forearms: 11.5
Weight: 176.5 lbs
Height: 5' 11"

I can't wait to read your stuff guys. People's journals oft inspire more out of me!!!! Good luck!