I never intended to join this post, I didn't want to either. I wanted to achieve what I must on my own, putting in extreme effort everytime, except my motivation has just taken a fatal blow. My family cannot for different reasons help me, pushing my legs or back further and I feel I will find it hard on my own. I have decided to join you all here, but not to share my results on a daily basis. Instead I am intending to post every month and say how well, or how badly I am doing. I wish goodluck to you all.