Here are a few suggestions.
1 Tell us exactly how you meditate to give us some insight.
2 Try searching on google, just type in MEDITATION. They have some really great sites for beginners on exactly what their view on meditation is, what they think it means, and how to do it.
Hope that helps! [IMG]http://www.fightingarts.com/forums/ubb/smile.gif[/IMG]
Aaron