"Yes I can feel it in my hands or anywhere in my body if I concentrate."
don't rule out the more plausable explainations such as that 'feeling' being simply the awareness of your own heartbeat and bloodflow. also, if relaxed enough, you can literally hear the blood flowing thru your ears. it's a very faint high-pitched sound that some choose to explain in all sorts of wacky terms. misunderstood natural occurances often get explained as supernatural events....and with science funding in public schools at all time lows, is it any surprize we hear more teens like yourself asking about stuff like this?
'Santa' is any person dressed in a costume and fullfilling your image of santa, in order to get something (someone gets hired to wear the suit by a company wishing to attract potential customers and/or a public relations investment). -or- He could literally be a big round white guy on the North Pole making toys all year and making the annual rounds to Christians only. -or- He could be in metaphoric spirit only, in the form of anyone selflessly giving.
just like your view of Santa has evolved, don't take concepts like 'Chi' literally.
someone who thinks in terms of 'internal art concepts' cannot physically do anything that someone 'externally trained' cannot....they only think/wish they can, since they have invested so much time and effort (and probably money) into the concepts as much as the physical training.
don't waste your time/money on trying to get pokemon skills...it will lead to you claiming you have them and sounding rediculous when you refuse to show proof on video.
this forum section is loaded with posters that will never ever post a video of their claims. why? because the claims are false. don't be that guy. there's your help. good luck.