meditate on this... as a bodybuilder he's probably on steroids and has a very small penis.%Tq
On another point,
Does all this have any connection with your homesickness? To what extent does being away from home affect your 'self-ness'? Perhaps it is something to consider.
Homesickness can make us doubt our reason for being somewhere and also affect our view of the legitimacy of being there. When that happens any attack on our honesty or character might be amplified.
Just meditate on the idea of him flexing his pecks to all the chicks and his trunks dropping to reveal his steroid ravaged 'man'hood. (sorry, I can be so vindictively shallow!)